I have always been considered a goodie goodie, ever since I was a little girl. As I grew up it never really bothered me; I actually prided myself for being a goodie goodie. But now that I am 17 years old, never been in a relationship, never drank,smoked, I’m not a whore and I’ve always done things the right way. But my perspective has changed slightly. At times I still pride myself but most of the time I get so tired of doing all the right things but then still getting screwed over. It just really sucks to see people out there who do all this stupid stuff but still seem to get rewarded with the things that they want. Like there can be a girl that is a total whore and does drugs and has this I don’t give a fuck attitude and she gets the great guy and gets to do whatever she wants and get whatever she wants. Then there is me that does everything right and tries her best to do best to be confident and happy but still gets screwed over like all the time. I am just getting tried of trying and trying but get now where. It really brings a person down when they think they are doing everything they can to do good but also feels like they are doing everything wrong….
I have always been the shy goodie goodie girl that dressed modestly and did good in school. When I was little I had a pretty messed up childhood and I didn’t have the best role model on self confidence or example of a healthy relationship. So that kind of messed me up in the whole relationship and…
why are girls so cute like god damn curves and boobs and those legs and their hair and their skin and their voices and just like hot damn girls in thigh highs and maid outfits and oversized sweaters and messy hair and piercings and dresses GIRLS
I read this, and then I look in the mirror and think ; I am obviously not one of those
do you identify as a girl THEN YES YOU ARE APART OF THE CUTE PARADE
man all i want is to cuddle with you and bake you cookies and make your favorite food and sit on the couch all cuddled up with you and watch your favorite movie with you and then go to bed with you and maybe listen to your favorite album with you and jump around with you and then when we get tired of doing that we could fall asleep on the floor with pillows everywhere and put my face on your chest and just make you feel loved every day of your life
having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. it’s the fear of failure but no urge to be productive, and it’s wanting friends while hating socializing. it’s like running a marathon with the willpower of a corpse because you want to get to the end but you also want to sleep and evaporate into the soil and become compost for snails and flowers because then at least you’re useful